Indecision

I can not, for the life of me, find a blog design that I like! I have visited at least 5 sites that offer free backgrounds. I have considered having a site designed specifically for me...but I don't feel like forking over the money. I'm quite sure that this current PINK background is only temporary. It doesn't do anything for me....at all. I think I prefer more subtle colors...but I don't want to be boring either. I also want it to be pleasing to the eye. When I go to my own blog to view it....my eyes hurt! I think it's too bright. Either that or the sinus infection has not gone away and I'm still suffering from one of the most annoying symptoms, eye sensitivity!
Anyway, I'm still playing around with what I want. I'll know it (and feel it) when I see it.