I flew off the handle tonight at Olivia! I blew the situation way out of proportion. I yelled, needlessly. I popped her on the behind, sent her to her room and then....if you can believe it....I demanded an apology from HER!
What is wrong with me? Do you ever have days where you feel like you are the worst parent in the world? Do you ever have days where you feel like God made a huge mistake in allowing you to cooperate with Him and bring forth life? Do you ever feel like your children would be better off with someone else as their mother? Or, am I the only one?
On second thought.....don't answer that.
I was too tired and too lazy to make dinner when I got home from work today. I had an attitude because Dan got home much earlier than me...and he didn't plan dinner. When I got home, he sauntered off to a meeting at church. Who the heck has a meeting for the spring talent show on December 21st????? I get tired of being the only one who clearly has two working hands. It really ticks me off. So, instead of sacrificing my own wants and needs for my family (like normal moms do everyday)....my kids fended for themselves. They had sliced cheddar cheese and crackers....a cereal bar and a frozen waffle (one plain, one with butter and sugar, and the other with peanut butter). They had water to drink!
Yup! That's "mother of the year" material, don't you think?